Look a Little Deeper

Life isn't also happy, happy joy, joy. Life can actually be really dark and lonely. Life is often unfair and shit happens that isn't within our control. Sometimes arguments take place and words are said. Other times we feel as though we want to climb under a rock and hide from the world.

One of the hardest things in life is getting up every morning and putting a smile on my face even though I want to hide away from the world and put my head between my knees and cry. I feel as the weight of the world is on my shoulders. The people close to me know the truth I keep hidden from the outside world, but others by looking at me would never guess how sad, and tore down I feel.

It may appear that everything is spectacular in my life, but in reality its not. I go to class everyday get good grades, take care of my home and my children, but it never seems to be good enough. Not having the support of the one person you need it from sucks. No one should steal your joy away from you. No one should make you feel worthless.

Staying in bad situation... is never the best solution. Can a person really change? That depends on the person. When weighing out the pros and cons seems logical! Marriage counseling seems like a great idea, but than the other person refuses. Making a marriage work takes trust, communication, respect, and love. You have to want it to work. Not only you, but the other person as well.

Bottom line...just because everything looks glamorous doesn't mean it is. Sometimes you shouldn't judge a book by its cover. Next time take a look a little deeper. Walk a mile in someone's shoes before you make stupid comments about how you know my real life...SO what?

Until next time!

Samantha Jan